Believe and Repent

I thought I was going to be a true christian,

And deny myself from sin.

Thinking in the end I would win,

But I needed to surrender to him,

because its not me but him,

For he knew everything I was going to do since the beginning,

Boom that was my revelation,

That made me my heart break and give in.

Cuz he has seen all my secret sins,

Pride, lust and even me using Him,

To gain status, prestige and friends,

To speak with wisdom, that was a false testament.

Now I want to love him for him, cuz this life I was just playing.

Fixing it like Texas hold em,

With cards under table like they weren’t sin.

Til it came to the place where he said see this is where you sin,

Similar to well and Samaritan woman,

She didn’t lie but she did pretend,

she wasn’t married but had about 5 men,

Or Simon the sorcerer,

and his power play,

walked with the apostle,

just to amaze the place.

I believe Jesus is real

and repent for his grace,

cuz I can no longer lie to his face.

I pray that his love fill me in every place,

so I can move in his will with faith.

There are some consequences of my sins that I want to erase,

but through those I will seek his face.

Love him because of his grace,

and tell the world with faith,

that He came to save us with his warm embrace.

– ForTheWise